Here is another clip from Rescue Me starring Denis Leary. The scene takes us to the firehouse after Chief's death. The Chief committed suicide for several reasons he Had been moved to a desk job, his wife has alzehemeirs and had to be committed. and his gambling debts became so overhwhelming he was unable to take care of the bills for his wife's care.
The firehouse is torn as to how he ended his life. Some feel he took the easy was out and others believe that he is a hero no matter what.
Here is the scene in which the firehouse deals with the death